in my scrap room...

if you walked into my scrap room right now,

you would see a big ole mess.

there is a pile of new and old

and pics and food

and paper and stickers

and everything else

on my table.

yes i know.

its a BIG pile.

i've kinda been buying a lot of new stuff.

i've kinda been keeping a lot of old stuff.

it's kinda all just piling up there.

you would also see

drawers opened.

papers piled.

smash books smashed.

and everything just spilling over and a mess.

so with that being said,

i'm sure you're thinking

lots of creating has been happening over here.

um no.

here is all that has been made.

oh yes ladies and gents,

(if there are any gents)

one layout.

:)

that is my sweet godchild ella.

i finished her first year scrapbook

for her birthday party.

i hadn't completed a few layouts

and i'm trying to wrap those up.

i do like how this one came out.

but, i feel like i have forgotten how to do this.

does anyone else feel like that?

i mean really it's like i was completely foreign

to the act of scrapping.

tonite, i am locking myself in that scrap room

and not coming out until i remember how.

i am even considering a little scrap lifting

to get me back into the groove.

normally, i would never.

it's almost kinda a sin. 

but desperate times

call for desperate measures.

look at this layout.

isn't it lovely.

i love it so much.

i may need to scrap lift it :)

layout by Ursula.

so i'm headed to starbucks for a cup

of inspiration.

hoping it works.

ash.